Ok, so yesterday was not a good day all around for me....I ate too much, drank too much and all around had a big ole "poor me" day. I usually don't do that, but yesterday a lot of things hit me! But, on the bright side, I woke up today and am starting to feel more like my chipper self.....I did weigh this morning, though I swore I wouldn't. I shouldn't have, BUT it makes me even more motivated to eat well and finish this week out with a bang and hopefully a loss!!!
Loneliness is sometimes my worst enemy.....I have the best friends in the whole wide world, that everyone should envy and I am thankful and blessed to have them in my life (JULIE, Shea) but i am still lonely.....So, that is the hardest part of this whole journey. I wake up alone, go to bed alone and that makes me want to EAT.....But, this too shall pass, and I will say my prayers for all of the things that I am truly blessed with and will type on this blog instead of eating.....So far so good today.
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5 comments:
That was lovely and it made my day!! Glad you're feeling a bit more normal! Just remember how well you've done so far... we are definitely in the minority where December is concerned--we lost as much weight as most people put on during the holidays! That is an amazing accomplishment and we deserve to be PROUD of it and use it to motivate us onward.... WE can do this!
Thank you my dearest bestest friend!!! I know that even if you aren't where I am at, you get it!!!!! So, onwards and downwards (size and weight wise) WE go!!!!! All of this is a paradigm shift for me, so I am still in neutral as far as it goes, but everyday I get closer to first gear!!!! Hope you get my driving a stick shift analogies!!!!!! Luv Ya Friend and THANK YOU for sticking by me and too OUR plan!!!!!!
It sucks to be alone. I know! ..but my trick when I get down is to go on facebook or a game online....it is harder to eat and type at the same time..... Lots of love going your way for a better day today....Your doing a great job!
Hey Sybil!
First know we are all so blessed to have you as our friend. you are doing a great job with your diet. If it makes you feel better I gained 6 pounds in December. :) I can't wait til your foot is better and we can head back to the Y. That is always a cure for boredom and lonliness. Hang in there and it's ok to have 'poor me days' just don't get stuck in them. I know it is a different scenario but I have those days too. We just have to have a bad day now and then, but just not lots of them. I hope you are having a good day today. I am home with a sick Spencer. :(
Call me later.
love you
Thank you Shea and Lisa! I need the support....I know it sound stupid and petty but everyone who watches and supports/comments makes this journey a little bit easier! I know that I am so not "alone" but nights and mornings get to me!!!! But, lisa you are right, it is hard to eat and type and Shea, I know it is ok to feel bad for a day so!!!
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