Friday Night

So, today and tonight went well....I ended up seeing Sean, which is a good thing I guess....On a totally side note, it is VERY hard for me to believe in men, and even harder for me to trust that something good may come out of anything that makes me smile. Sean makes me laugh like I haven't laughed in a long time. He is shorter than me, which has always been an issue for me, but now that I am laughing and smiling it seems like such a trivial thing. He called tonight and wanted to bring a movie over just to hang out with me and he did. We didn't watch the movie, we talked, yes JUST talked for over 2 hours then he left, he gave me a short sweet kiss goodnight and has already called to tell me he can't wait to see me tomorrow, can it be true? I don't believe it yet....so I will continue on with my dating pessimisn and get up bright and early to go to the Y with Shea and then meet with my personal trainer at the Y....after that, I will hope for the best and call when I promised to call and hope he answers......the hardest thing for me is that a man would be interested in me the way that I look now.....So, I will be sure to go to the Y and follow WW and get to a place where I am comfortable.....For now, I say good night and good luck!